After all i've been through, I've found myself.

Jag har suttit nu i över en timme och försökt formulera mig på bästa möjliga sätt, försökt skriva med fina ord och klyschiga meningar om hur detta år har varit, men inte kommit fram till något vettigt.

Men för att sammanfatta detta år med några meningar, så skulle jag nog säga att det har varit ett utav det värsta, men samdtidigt mest fantastiska, och händelserikaste året i mitt liv.

Jag vet inte om jag har några förhoppningar om det nya året. Mer glädje och sådant skulle ju vara fint, men jag vet inte...

Imorgon kommer iallafall Cecilia hit, och vi ska tillsammans skåla in det nya året.

Happy New Year.

and i'm going insane.

Just tell me what you've got to say to me,
I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth,
It comes as no surprise at all you see,
So cut the crap and tell me that we're through.
When I saw my best friend yesterday,
She said she never liked you from the start,
Well me, I wish that I could claim the same,
But you always knew you held my heart.
And you're such a charming handsome man,
Now I think I finally understand,
Is it in your genes?, I don't know,
But I'll soon find out, that's for sure,
Why did you play me this way?.

Well I guess what they say is true,
I could never spend my life with a man like you,

Jag orkar inte skriva någonting, jag orkar inte anstränga mig.
Allt jag vill just nu är att min bror ska komma hem.

i'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever

brother, oh brother

When my soul withered and I lived in the dark, an emptiness it
filled my heart, you never stopped
holding me up and never stopped trying to open me up.
The days and nights I spent stressing, the
years I spent in depression, thought about ending it sometimes,
but the second you
crossed my mind, i knew that I could never leave you.
All I say and do owe it all to you.
I would lie for you, cry for you, bride or die for you.
Touch the sky for you. If you ask me to,
there's nothing I wouldn't do.
Brother, i love you, and i thank god for you every day.

Jag finner inga ord som kan beskriva den rädsla jag kände idag.
Kom hem nu, va?

I'm in a fight with the world, but I'm winning

take me for what I am, cause I'll never change all my colours for you

snöyrsel

ingenting blir bättre av att bara gräva ner sig.

jag kan vara snygg ibland.